Just another memorable day :)

it'd been a long time since i last updated my blog. but don't know why i suddenly feel so much like writing here. Recently , i was crazy over this song " irresistible - 1D " well, to be honest i'm not a directioner but this song just make me feel so comfortable just by listening to it. I just came back from lunch and OH MY GOD ! guess what i saw??! hmm, not to say that it's actually a monster that everyone should make a big deal out of it but still omg! he was so amazing ! especially his smile , that big eyes and cute dimples he has on his face! He's seriously a guy that i kinda have some feelings after i met you ... sadly , he kept going onto his phone. perhaps he already has a girlfriend? well, if this is the case then i'd wish him all the best :) but i do believe in fate ,

<3 If you are meant to be , you will be <3

hmm , i guess if we are meant to be , we'll meet again ? and maybe this time i'll get to know his name :) it's gonna make my day (8.8.2o13) a day to be remembered :) it's the first day he and i met and he wore a grey-ish top with the word (ONE PIECE)and a shorts with grey and white stripes it's cute :) he caught my eye and i believe he'd noticed that . if i'm not mistaken i did catch a few glances from him and i think we look into each other's eye for .. a second maybe? that was super mega amazing !i was actually quite happy that he actually adjusted his way of sitting in a way that's half-ly facing me (if i didn't mistook his intention )but.. sadly it didn't last till the end of the meal. when it was 10 minutes before i was about to leave , he turned to face the other side . maybe he'd finally realized that i'm not really that pretty to be looked at or maybe i'm not really that "attractive"? i don't know .. but the funny thing is that crazy thoughts actually flashed across my mind and he really wouldn't wanna know bout it :P that's all i'm gonna comment bout him today.. but let me give him a name ?hmmmm, what about... Mr.cutie pie? haha .. well i think it fits him well :) it's really a sad thing that i couldn't be with you .You might still not know that we technically broke up , i mean not to say i don't love you . I DO! and you should never even questioned it ! but there just seems like there's too much obstacles between us and what makes it worst is your attitude towards this relationship - not appreciative at all... I'd always tried my best to love you and make you feel like you are not alone , but every time my effort sure will be gone and it always ended up in a way that you became emo or sensitive .To me , you truly are important but i don't know whether still i should hold on to it anymore . You have always been very greedy , demanding more when you've already got many . it's like i can never satisfy you .i would'nt say to break up with you instantly .i'll just leave it .. leave you a side .. maybe for just a little while to see how things go.. maybe you'd moved on as well?